peek away

8/21/2013

drag those bones a little further

you really don't know me. has anyone taken the time to get to know me? i honestly dont think so. im misunderstood. im a stranger. i see you walk by while inside i just want to curl up in the corner. i feel like a ghost to the world. to myself.

its 4 am and im still up again. i have no energy, and all my friends are too fucking lazy for shit. i honestly think life is just not meant to go well for some people. i was one of them. i get by. i always do. but i hope one day i can feel earth is my home. and im not just some skeleton getting by.

i dont have much to say...im tired of the internet. im jaded with all this bullshit sites. fake friends. "Oh! i got 40 likes , im so fucking special..."

good for you. smile for me...cuz lately i force mine. im a ghost wiith a smile smeared on by make up.


if i feel so much like a stranger why do i bother..i know things will get better. but right now. im not meant to be in this time and era.

thats its. no ones going to read this, but i got it out.

enjoy your artificial life.

8/18/2013

Fuck this

Im not in a good mood, wtf, really. I feel stuck . Car won't work. Im just pissed

8/09/2013

Black bird slowing in the dead of night

Black birds sing daily. It's their job. Fly freely. Fuck borders. If I was a bird I'd fly right into a Porsche window. A fuck you to the person that owns what I won't. And in the end at least I made him sad for killing me.


My mind. Bowl of inconsistent




Who cares? Really

Do you care what this text says . No. I am invisible. I leave computer tracks. That lead to no where. Kinda like my life. I'm there . Wait you can't see me. I'll act like life has meaning ... Bye

7/26/2013

Oh. Do people sleep ?

                      My dream was to see you 

                                                   I see no color . But its here kinda like you